ITS NOT RAYA FOR ME.

dad balik phg on first raya,ptg,(apa tah tujuan blik ptg,ta seronok)

obviously,dad gonna raya at stepmum hse first:((

mama went to KELANTAN

and i were alone at pahang without my parents

ITS TOTALLY NOT FORGIVING DAY!

RAYA WITHOUT PARENTS?YOU THINK I AM ORPHAN?

SHOOT ME!

thats totally PATHETIC LIFE,PATHETIC.F**K

PORNO GUY:(

tgah syiok syiok o9 mys,ade mat saleh add aku.nama dy bruce.

aku approve je ah.

sekali mat bruce ni IM aku kat myspace.

ni conversation nyyah.

bruce:hyi beautiful

me:hyi

bruce:you hav msn?

me:no

bruce: skype?

me: no either

bruce: bf?

me: no,im a dorky girl.what a boring life.

bruce:hahaha

bruce: u have shave?

me: haaah?

bruce: u hav shave?

me:(agak bangang sebab tak pham mat saleh ni ckp ape.)

Me:(selepas dpt tau maksud nya)PFFFTTT.WTF!IM NOT INTO THAT

bruce: ouh.okay

me: stupid guy,!!!!!!!!

akhir kata,

aku geli geleman,trus wat bodoh bila dy IM aku.pobiaaa!

i cant pretend to ignore HIM!

ari ni dgn azam yg kental utk bukak mys sbb i hav deal dgn sorg myspacers utk bli brg online.

tpi tgn aku mmg gatal,trus type url blog si dia.

wpun aku da janji dgn dia dat i wont disturb him until he is okay,i still eager to noe bout him!

berkecai lagi hati aku,mmg sah bersuluh dy mmg syg lgi kat exgf dy.

mana taknya,bergayut dua hari.hmmmph

aku nak marah pun ade.kesian pun ade.aku mcm nak give up ade

ataupun yg lgi bgus,aku jgn berkawan dgn dy dah.

END OF STORY.TAK GUNA SYG ORG YG BUAT BUTA BILA KITA KAT SEBELAH DIA.

alaaahai.

apsal aku bangang sgt nak amek tau psal die?pdahal die bukan kesah pun psal aku.

then aku realise,bende ni smua mmg mcm false hope

PEOPLE WHO LOVE THE MOST ARE PEOPLE THAT MAKE U CRY,

dy slalu cakap aku tak faham dy,hmmph.betul ke?

tpi dy mmg mcm tu,jarg nak bercerita,smua simpan sendiri.

dah la,jgn jdi bodoh asek pikir bende ni.

da tau masih syg kt exgf,jgn bgi hope kat aku,jgn wat aku syok sendiri,

tegor aku ble agak2 kau rasa aku ni mengada2.

KAU KAN TAU AKU NI MORON.

THIS IS THE END.

well,i believe it will be end.false hope,i only a friend?

what i can say?you still love her.but u say u love me.MMG SHIT LAH!

GRR.THEN YOU SAY U DOESNT UNDERSTAND ME?

THEN YOU PGI LAH KAT EX GF U TU.

weelll,its is empty life,

ITS ORAIT,ITS OKAY,IM SO MUCH BETTER WITHOUT YOU!

its seems not go to the flow like i want:(

are you still into her?

u noe u still.

it make me sad.u say u like me?

i hate man,

you KNOCKED me down,

its you knocked me down,

its you make me goes insane.

are you the one im looking for?

u totally make me lose control,

u know who you are:)

I HOPE U WILL MAKE ME HAPPY FOREVER!

WHAT NOURISHES ME,INSIDES ME

*LEARN FROM YESTERDAY,

LIVE FOR TODAY,

HOPE FOR TOMORROW,

THE IMPORTANT THING IS NOT TO STOP QUESTIONING.

*LOVE ALL,TRUST A FEW,DO WRONG TO NONE

IF YOU PRICK US DO WE NOT BLEED?

IF YOU TICKLE US DO WE NOT LAUGH?

IF YOU POISON US,DO WE NOT DIE?

AND IF YOU WRONG US SHALL WE NOT REVENGE?

i got this quote from my friend.i hope it gonna keep me strong.

god,bless me.

I MISS YOU DAD:(

i want you to be myside...................

I REALLY MISS YOU,WHY WE WERE APART?

U WERE DIFFRENT,U DONT REMIND MY BIRTHDAY,U DIDNT SAY ANYTHING WHEN I EXCELL IN STUDY.

sumtimes i hate u,sumtimes i love you.

i just want my dad,i dont need stepmother.

i dont want to have two address

i dont want stepmother,i want happy family.